Sp's thoughts

2009-09-24T22:03:00.002+08:00

Contemplating where to move to...

Where should I go ?
GAHH! Europe? US? Taiwan ? Aust?

Let me create a few plans and see where do I really want to stay.

2009-09-17T22:55:00.002+08:00

Doomed.

Solace seeking from my little bottle.

Just wasting my life away.

Amazing right? Life changes so fast.

Can I just sleep and drift off forever?

2009-08-02T20:15:00.001+08:00

Finally! Back here to write some thing to somehow update this blog.

Yeap, Gotten my new DSLR! Nikon D5000....

So uber in love with its' vari-angle screen! Useful!

Heh, my love of photography just started....

Time to be shutterbugging somewhere ! =D

2009-05-01T22:57:00.003+08:00

Seriously... I really hope... I can move on. But I cant.

Hard to let go. Unknowingly, when two strangers come together and things happen.
Someone so unforgettable... someone so difficult to let go...

Till so long, i been telling myself... sp, it's time to move on, time to change, time to forget...
yet, i still cant... i still cant forget, cant move on, cant change.

It is unbearable, yet i can do just so much...
Please... help me? someone ?

2009-03-18T23:39:00.003+08:00

No........... I didn't get to study today...

I slept the whole morning in that room
And nothing more.

Gotten off earlier than usual.
Went to find Ruby at causeway point.
Was waiting for Ruby to appear.
2 Yuhua sec girls approach me for donations because I was so unlucky to be standing there.
One wanted me to put in $1 in her can and 5cents for her friend.
But I am fair, 20cents in each can. Lucky I have 40cents of coins left in my wallet.

Met her. Ate. Help her in her present finding for her bf.
Went home after that.

Maybe I will study tomorrow... Or maybe I might land myself in the hospitial.

2009-03-17T20:58:00.002+08:00

Another day of boredom at that place...
Cannot sleep.. No psp...
At least... before 5 i can go...

Pathetic.... Book reading is done and over with.
And for once, today... I did maths.

Yar... In green doing maths...
Integration,
first order differential equations,
At least i can occupy my mind with something.
Numbers...

At least... They dun let u down ?

Tmr for laplace transform or fourier series ?
guess it's up to the mood of my day for tmr to decide.

Headache... Back to my little bottle of liquor...
Solace seeking is getting to be quite costly each time.

2009-03-14T16:53:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I have no idea what is wrong with me.

Perhaps, I am tired, I ran out of energy to continue on this journey.
Everyday repeating the same few task...
Mundane yet compulsory.

What I know from the past 20 plus years of experience is that, guess it's better for me to be alone.

The yearning of wanting to love is ever present yet, my rational self is telling me, i won't manage it and instead, i will be causing pain and misery to the one who love me. I want to love, yet I don't want to hurt whoever is going to be my important one.

Walking all around, looking at my friends who are happily in romance, I told myself, perhaps it's time to give love another chance, perhaps it's time i find love...

But something still holds me back, perhaps a combinations of stuff...
Some day, i wish, i can lose my memories. Yes, I know I'm a coward, I run away from my problems. I do. I don't deny it.

Or perhaps, end my life ?

Time to go for a long walk. I need to unwind myself.
Emotions are somehow becoming the bane of my life.
I'm turning apathetic...

It's alright not to smile, as long as I am not hurting anyone.
As long as I'm not missed, I will just fade away, becoming a piece of memory.
For, if this is what life is meant to be, then i have walk it thru over and over.
Perhaps, time to leave this world ?

Block leave ?

2008-12-12T11:32:00.003+08:00

Finally... a few days... for me to do some updating somehow somewhere... Back in this place...
was playing with opendiary before ns so not much updates here then...

Yeap... POP lo... free and easy till 21st! WOOTS ! But i guess it's for me to recover from my 2 blisters on each sole of mine... pain sia... Dunno how i even managed to finish the last 8km... especially being the front scout... wan to over take also cannot over take.. the feeling is damm... irritating... You know you can walk faster and end it earlier yet... no overtaking.. so have to endure it thru..

And it's not that scary and tough anyway... Simply just take what they give and you will survive easily at all...

Didn't know that i could do this and that at all before i enter that island.
Yeap! Does changes alot of my thinking abt my limitations. No matter what, just try and try with ur best effort.

This phase of life really does change my mindset for the better.
I'm appreciative of what i am going thru and I might really enjoy this remaining 1 year plus plus plus!

HAA!

2008-06-29T23:43:00.003+08:00

hoho... tmr is prata day !

need to figure out a plan to get my bag back asap...
haaaa, how how ?
i think i got a plan...

And tmr need to go sch again.. sian...
i need to sleep now!

HAAA.. LOL...

Another day at sch, another day of work.

2008-06-28T22:02:00.003+08:00

Fri was a hectic day...

So much things to do ... SO little time...

HAAAA... AND i reached home on a sat. 2.30am. Coz i went to meet princess after her sch concert and we went walking ard orchard...
=)

then send her home then my turn to go home...
Had an interesting conversation with the cab driver and for the fare, he told me not to pay the 80cents.. just give him the dollars...

2008-06-23T19:33:00.002+08:00

Today, at westwood. I go relief.

I was there. 2 hours of lessons.
Then after it, i was so bored.

So i rummaged thru the cupboard and i found a history textbook and so i read it.
I think i going to bring my laptop tmr...
So i can have something to entertain myself when I am free...

2008-06-22T23:37:00.001+08:00

Baby ! I LOVE YOU !

2008-06-15T23:01:00.002+08:00

Feeling so down now.
I can't sleep. I can't sleep.

How to admit to something which i never did...
Haiz... I never did it.

Yeap... I kinda broke my promise to someone...
I'm really sorry about it.
I really am.

Please, forgive me and my stupid choices.
Please... i beg of you...

2008-06-14T21:50:00.003+08:00

Today go airport. See a friend come back from jap overseas trip.
Then, like that like that like that.
A few more weeks, will be Slyvia turn to go aust for her degree...
Hope all will be fine for her and her few years there.

Then took the train from changi airport to bedok.
decided to take a bus back.
Bus 30 from Bedok to Boon Lay.
The aircon was so freezing cold...
And after getting off the bus, my fingertips were hurting...
Frostbite, I guess..
And memories started flooding back again. =(

And I must really thank one person !
Princess !
Thank you for being there for me !
I'll be strong coz you told me to.
And I hope you will be strong coz I told you to.

Such a rough day i had. Headache...
Back home. Finally, a day which i need not head out.
So I will be at home all night which is rare hor !

2008-06-13T11:17:00.002+08:00

A promise is a promise.
That I will keep.

Don't worry... I always keep my promises.

Had a hard time last night.
Was thinking abt some stuff.

Well, so hard. But must keep the promises.

2008-06-11T23:14:00.003+08:00

1. Whats the connection between you & the last person who called you?
A friend
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Yes, I do
3. What happened at 10am today?
I switch on my laptop
4. When did you last cry?
Long time ago.
5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Bread.
6. What do you want in your life right now?
Dunno.
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
More of a random chance. See if the bag i bring out contains my umbrella or not.
8. Whats your favourite thing to do on your bed?
Sleep.
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
Shorts.
10. What is the nicest text in your inbox says?
Words are words, they all look same to me.
11. Do you tend to make relationship complicated?
Simple better.
12. Are you wearing anything that you borrowed from someone?
Nope.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Kungfu Panda.
14. What are you proud of?
No ideas.
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Happy birthday.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
L-O-V-E
17. Do you have any nicknames?
SP
18. What does your last received text message say?
Whatcha doin ?
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
3am
20. Are you currently happy?
Yes.
21. Who gives you best advice?
Me, Myself, and SP
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Nope. No can of whipped cream.
23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
Claudia.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Nope.
25. what/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Princess
26. do you wear toe socks?
Used to. Keeps my toes warm.
27. who was the last person you missed a call from?
Felicia
28. have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes, Very sad... Make me wanted to get a plastic one.
29. what annoys you most in a person?
Pompous
30. do you have a crush on anyone?
Nope.
31. what is the most memorable events in your life?
I got my diploma.
32. what is the colour of your room?
light yellow.
33. would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Am i being paid ?
34. do you believed in the saying "talk is cheap"?
yeap
35. who was the last person to lay in your bed?
Me.
36. who was the last person to hug you?
No one hugged me.
37. what do you want to say to the person you have a crush on?
No crush.
38. do you have a life?
I still breathing.
39. have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
Nope.
40. what is the reason behind your profile song?
Fun.
41. who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Dun remember.
42. last time you smile?
Just now.
43. have you changed this year?
Yeap. I graduated.
44. what are you listening to right now?
Goldberg Variations.
45. are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Yeap, Princess.
46. do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Open.
47. is there a quote you live by?
Nope.
48. do you have someone you can't have?
Should be.
49. have you ever played an instrument?
Yeap. Sec sch music lessons
50. what was the worst idea you've had in week?
No ideas
51. what were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
Pool.
52. are you happy with your love life right now?
Yeap.
53. what song describe your love life?
Can't think of any.
54. does the person know that you like him/her?
Yeap.
55. who always make you laugh?
Anyone ?
56. do you speak other language other than english?
Chinese and splutter of french
57. are you blond?
No.
58. what your middle name?
Do i have it ?
59. what are you doing tomorrow?
Sleep ?
60. what do you think you are like?
Not sure ?
61. who do you choose to die with?
None.
62. where have you been today?
Fish shop
63. what do you play often?
My laptop
64. who are you missing right now?
Someone.
65. if you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
I choose to love my friend.
66. what are you doing right now?
Doing quiz
67. which primary school are you from?
Corporation Primary School
68. name 3 colours that you like?
Orange, yellow, black.
69. what emotion you like to show?
Emo... HAHA
70. what is life to you?
Something
71. if you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Drink.
72. who did you chat in msn today?
Penny, claudia, stephani, leonard
73. who do you admire the most?
None.
74. which month are you born in?
November.
75. how are you feeling right now?
Tired.
76. what is the time right now?
12.23am
77. where are you now?
Room.
78. what colour you use to dye hair?
Nope. I got streaks of grey hairs
79. why are you doing this test?
For fun
80. what do you do when you are moody?
Drink.
81. at which age do you wish to get marry?
When the time is right.
82. who is more important to you?
Everyone.
83. do you think you have enough confidence?
Yeah.
84. who is the person you trust most?
Me, Myself, SP
85. do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
I saw a rainbow once in a while
86. if you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Everything
87. what is your goal for this year?
Survive NS
88. do you believe in eternity love?
Perhaps Perhaps Perhaps
89. what do you love?
Everything cute and cuddly
90. do you think its global warming now?
Nope.
91. what feeling you hate most?
Annoyed.
92. you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of course.
93. do you give out second chances easily?
Perhaps ?
94. who cares for you the most?
Not sure.
95. how would you spend your money?
No cash, Incomes comes when sch reopens.
96. what'll you bring when you fight?
A Lawyer.
97. what have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Giving up the chance to take my Private Pilot Licence.
98. what would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?
Drink.
99. what if your stead two-times you?
Then it's too bad.
100. what do you want now?
Post this.

Instructions: remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it. Next, list 10 people whom you would you want them to do this, at the end of the post. Notify them in their tag box that he/she has been tagged.

I will be nice and end this vicious cycle of torment.

2008-06-10T00:55:00.002+08:00

HOOOOoHOOO... so bored. so sian. so annoyed....

Somehow, i just felt like smashing something... Should i take up tennis racket again and begin smashing balls ? Or should i take golf ?

I just want to vent my anger and hit the stuff out...
Sooooo angry soooo angry...
badminton won't work... the shuttlecock is too light...
doesn't offer me any reprieve

Anyone has any spare tennis rackets or golf clubs?
I wan to borrow!

2008-06-06T21:03:00.001+08:00

Haiz.... so sian... so emo... so... different...

ZM go ns.... no more outing !!

hahahahaa, so sad....

3 more months and it'll be my turn le... so frightening..

haaaa, and so... it has become like that...

and sch going to start soon le...
so nervous abt it.

haaaa

2008-05-23T10:53:00.003+08:00

Thurs... JWSS called me back.

OK, so i went back to relief the kiddos.

Took 1E4 which i taken on wed.
Then left them after a period.

Then went for a break then went to 4T1.

Actually they are nice kids when you get to know them.
It's not that hard to communicate...

Then went to 3E2. Swap with raghu, since he wanted to take 3T1.
and they are quiet... half doing service learning, half playing some game... i think murderer ?

Then went to 3E1, but their teacher took over me... so i let him take over and went off to wait until it's time to leave the sch...

My legs are aching... perhaps bad shoes bah...

2008-05-21T20:35:00.003+08:00

Hmm...
On tues, JWSS called me to go for an interview.
I went. It was actually to see my appearance.
Less than 5 mins, off I go.

On weds,
I went relief teaching at Jurong West Sec.

I was nearly late. But made it on time.
Walked all the way from Home to JWSS.
My back was drenched with sweat.

And I received all the necessary stuff.
So off i went. Saw stephy, my daughter.

then went off. First 1hr was free time. Walk ard the sch.
JWSS WESTERN CANNOT EAT DE !
Then went in to the first class.
OK, survived.

Recess... OK... Survived.
Class number 2. Headache. Cannot make it. Was hoping for the bell to ring
Class number 3. A bit of headache. Too tired to do anything.
Class number 4. Quite a headache. Went in. Fed-up. Shouted at them. Peace and silence for less than 5 secs. All the noise came back.

Then went return the stuff I drew out. Return cards and such.
Went out. Then went back to sign form. Then went out to find stephy.
Then went to take the bus. To Gek Poh Mac.

Then eat with stephy and waited for huiyu.
Then talk alot of stuff...
Then went back to WWSS for cca.

Home le, Called Ms.Sim, in dilemma now.

Westwood Secondary Or Jurong West Secondary for term 3 ?
WHAT TO DO ?

2008-05-14T19:24:00.002+08:00

aaaaa !

yeap.... I drink everyday from my little bottle.

tat's abt it.

And collected my graduation attire...
It's big... it's hot and i need to wear a tie also...

OMG....

HAAA, HOW !

maybe need to buy new long sleeve shirt le...
Sian, should i go out later to play pool ?

so boring nia....
Hmm.... see my mood lor...
see my mood...

2008-05-09T20:05:00.002+08:00

Schools arh...

faster call me faster call me...

i dun wan to slack thru...

haaaa, going to call fuhua sec, boon lay sec soon...

should i try calling fairfield ?

or should i go back to westwood ?

Or someone kind enough to hire me as their tutor ?
haaaa

2008-05-07T00:15:00.002+08:00

Kiddos are noisy...

Today went to meet sharon and esther...
sharon was supposed to pei me go eat one...
She pangseh me today !

Passed esther a copy of my amaths notes...
the set which i understand compared to others...
LOL.

then went off to find zm and he ran his errand of picking up fishes and frogs from sungei tengah...
then went back to help him and his bro in the fishy shop which sells hamsters too...

kids nowadays have too much money to spend...
today a kid from westgrove bought 2 hamsters, a cage, bedding and food for it. A total of 80 plus bucks gone... LOL... and the boys were scaring the girls off with the frogs they purchased. The girls shriek making hell loud earpiercing noises...

At least my planes sound nicer and soothing better lor...
Then move stuff, pack stuff... then finally can slack....

and the hamster, one of it keep running out of it's glass box.
lol, getting better and better at it.
amazing !

haaa, then i walked home, slowly...
had alot of thots.
simply too many... that's why i chose to walk home instead of hitching a ride with zm de bro.
maybe i need to vent my anger somewhere...
maybe i am thinking too much ?

i dunno.
i just know, i have alot to deal with.
simply too many.
=\

oh yar... it's kitty's birthday today !
happy birthday to you !

will be calling yuhua sec and fuhua sec to see if they have vacancies for relief teachers.
Hope i will be teaching lower sec.
My upper sec stuff all threw back to westwood le.
=X

haa, tat's all for today...

2008-05-02T17:48:00.002+08:00

15th of Sept 2008.

The day I going for NS....

Sooo... long till i go tekong...

Been thinking about my schoolings years.
Pri sch was quite vague, i can't remember what happen mostly at that time other than CCA...

Sec sch was... fun... enjoyable... do miss the time spent there.
Sleeping in class, being accused of sleeping when i am not...
life then was go sch, then go home.
Other than staying back...

Poly life was... same as sec sch... Good class bonding, outing here and there...
I think my class bonded the best out of the whole sch division....
Especially the overseas trip. The whole class except one went for it.
Had alot of memories in the 2 weeks there...

Now Awaiting NS life...

what will i get to be ?

2008-04-26T09:37:00.002+08:00

OOOO... I'm back posting... Simply due to boredom.

Games dun appeal to me.
Reading web article is getting boring.
Basically, my com is just nothing more than a msn messenger machine now.

And my music preferences is turning very old...
All the past old songs... And also classicals....

Somehow I find them relaxing and soothing...
Sounds very different right ?

HAA, my MOE relief teacher application is approved.
Now what to do what to do ?

One minute of silence...

2008-04-17T20:11:00.001+08:00

Yeap... for mr. ZM.... hahhaa, dunno...

he's going first...

wonder what time i may be able to go...

well... like that bah...

Life is so....

exciting...

AND I WAS NAGGED BY DESIREE ANG...
she was telling me to find a gf...
=.=

well, that's all bah...

2008-03-04T19:27:00.002+08:00

Pool with leonard, zm, kellie and mark.

So the day was boring, but night time kenna called out.

So go play lo. And the freaking weather is freaking cold...

And sorry lah, the ball, solid 7 flew out of the table top...

I also dunno why ? The ball just flew out and nearly hit leonard if he never dodge.
Lucky Leonard...

Then continue winning a few round till my luck ran out...
so take a break lo...

Then play last game...
Then go eat prata.
Then go home.
Then sleep at 3am.
Then wake up at 7am.
Then very tired.
Then I want to sleep.

ARHHHH... sleepy....

Jaz bdae

2008-03-02T02:06:00.003+08:00

Ok, so long never update coz nothing much happened.

Other than the wasted times spent after dinner with Jaz, ZM, and YF.

So basically, i rush down to citylink mall. And we went into this japanese restaurant. We were flipping thru the menu and saw basically nothing delectable... And Jaz wanted to leave the place... but we managed to stay on and ordered something.

And i had my pasta... with bacon and egg... Simply delicious although can do better in some other ways...

then they decided to go to esplanade, and so we went, and then coz it was too noisy so we crossed the bridge to where the merlion is.

YF and Jaz went down the steps to take a look at how barnacles look like.
Then ZM and Jaz disappeared, so leaving me, yf and her laptop.

So i stared at her laptop playing the games provided and finally know what FreeCell is about.
And we moved places twice, first was the water from the merlion, second was the smoker as yf detest the smoke.

Then i was making a bet with yf, i told her zm and jaz won't be back before 11pm.
So we waited till ard 10.30pm and seeing how tired yf is, told her to pack up and let's go back home.

So we walk back to raffles place mrt station and took the train back. True to what i say, zm called at 11pm and asked where are we. I told him we went home liao...
So i reach home ard 1am ?

The next day, my mother told me that SHE SAW ME... as that's what i know when she told me when i got back home. and I was kenna teased by her lah... what pair and pair... ZZZZZZZZZZ

And whatever happened on that day is just coincidental lah... ZM always like to accuse ppl of stuff one...

2008-02-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

Hmm, steamboat at ZM hse.

And as usual. ZM and friends force liquor into me....

So let them force lo... coz when i am semi-sober, i win at blackjack.

HAHAHAHAHAH, so no loss anyway, coz i drink de.

first was red wine (17%), 5 wine glasses
second was some tomato wine thingy(7%), 2 wine glasses
third was bombay sapphire (47%), 2 brandy sniffer
fourth was bailey mint chocolate(17%), 1 brandy sniffer
fifth was bombay sapphire with pepsi twist (47%), 2 full brandy sniffer

and play blackjack, i won. no loss, win ard $10 only

and then go play pool and then eat then go home.

like that...

2008-02-04T23:55:00.002+08:00

hey people !

i will be gone form s'pore from 5th to 9th of feb !

haaa, tat's abt it.

nite ppl !

2008-02-01T20:18:00.000+08:00

KARIN CHAN JIA LING BIT ME,

one, two, three and 4 times !

Big bully !

Shan't be nice to her....

Supposed to take BMI reading for the sec 1 in wwss today, but dunno why, no one there...

so i was slacking there .

And I saw a lower sec girl reading 'Fatal Seduction', I was like... OMG...

times really change liao...

so much....

HAHAHA, ok, so that's the gist of the day today

P.S, now then i know, jiayun got alot alot alot of stuff to talk one. She just pretend to look quiet only. She and joey both gossip gossip in sch everyday !

RAINBOW

2008-01-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

RAINBOW by LEONARD.

he was doing his 'RAINBOW' act to everyone we saw when we walk out of wwss on fri for cca openhse till the rainbow disappeared. He pointed to the rainbow and told everyone he saw the following, "Hey look ! RAINNNNBOW".

laboured over moving a 2 storey tower made by leonard and zm for their npcc for cca open hse. Why must the npcc booth be so freaking far off...

So i move the thing from 11.30am, to 12 plus close to 1pm with 5 other labourers. Made alot of detour along the way... NPCC room to the foyer via the carpark then realised cannot pass thru the classroom area due to the railings too low superheavy... so move it from the end of quadrangle to the side of the mrl building.

heavy, really heavy. but finally done.

went up the tower and had some fun !

ahahahah...

so i guess that's all this week ?

Random Mumbling

2008-01-08T22:39:00.000+08:00

Yes yes, winchong nag at me to give updates...

So give lor.

Go watch fireworks on new year, super jam, super packed, super hot.
Girls go there, 50% will kenna grope somewhere.
Guys go there, 60% kenna stepped by someone.

So we had dinner, we as in Mr.Neo TH, Mr.Cheong ZM and Mr.Leonard Chan
And Mr.Leonard was itching to drink something with alcohol.
But in the end, never drink. Guess he was disappointed.

Later Ms.Tan YF and Ms. Jazreel Chua appear and walk and walk around the place then went to the esplanade. As usual, damm packed.

And They decided to cross over the super packed bridge.
So Mr.Neo and Mr.Leonard somehow disappeared so freaking fast, leaving me with Ms.Tan , Ms.Chua and Mr.Cheong.

And I was given the job of looking after Ms.Tan by Ms.Chua
Particually tough. As I need to steer Ms. Tan among the crowd and support her from all the forces coming all around. Some part of the journey was damm squeeze and the feeling of falling is there. Finally walk out, took ard 45 to 55mins to get to the spot.

AND took photos. haha, alot of photos. I took 167 plus photos using Mr.Cheong cam.
And Ms.Tan was laughing with Ms.Chua coz of the rate i took the photo.
"Click click click click click click click click click click".
Thus when we view the photos, we sped it up and was watching an instant replay of the fireworks. Cool right ? Coz i pro !

And speaking of which, my screwed up project really screwed up. I got no working wireless components which is the important part of the project. Wireless RF is the bane of my life...
IF can work is a miracle liao lah.

And my common tests... how come i got so much careless mistake one... haiz... i actually miss out 1 page, 3 mcq questions, 10marks. IF not I could get 79 leh and all the careless mistake... adding up to be 80 plus hor...

So no choice lor... Hope my project grades is at least a B ?
Last year liao then ns. I hope i dun get posted to some place i dun like.

tat's all for this time round.

WINCHONG ! Happy now ? =P

CHECKUP

2007-12-29T01:45:00.000+08:00

So freaking unlucky.

went for med checkup for ns in CMPB.
the uncle drew 2 1/2 vials of blood from me.... so i got a wound on the right and left arm...
the 1/2 vial is from my right arm, draw halfway, no blood... and he was poking around, so he gave up and drew the 2 vials from my left arm...

Now damm bruised... Pain sia... The rest of the checkup was relatively painless... Other than the super long wait for the computer test and my PES A status...

Damm I hate it... Do I look like I want a PES A ? NO right ?
Then why did the doctor said, don't worry, you PES A...
I sian diao....

Well... NS soon...
Guess I can't wait to go.
Quite fun actually...

=D

Major Changes

2007-12-21T03:30:00.000+08:00

Yes yes... As you all noticed, changes have been made.
Amazing isn't it ? Done all this using a few minutes considering I have no prior knowledge of this programming... Perhaps the poly has taught me something useful ?

haha, who cares... as long as it gets the job done, it will have my vote !

2007-12-21T01:54:00.000+08:00

Lets101 Quizzes - blog quizzes

that's what written for my horoscope.... Not entirely true...
Hahaha, i lie but i dun pretend ? means i cannot hold a lie well...
And, I am stupid !
=X

Back again

2007-11-17T02:25:00.000+08:00

Yar yar yar... I know alot of my friends complaining to me that I never update...

But... really, nothing to update on mah...

You see, my love life is dead, my social life is nothing fancy, and nothing interesting happen...
So, no updates lor !

Haha, sorry lah...

I try to find interesting stuff to post lor...

Back Finally

2007-03-04T17:07:00.000+08:00

Back from a few few mths...

Nothing amazing actually happened....
Other than the YEP-HUE trip i took in sept'06..
Memorable 2 weeks there... Missed the place, Missing Room 404
and cheap cheap stuff !!!! Beer and liquor so cheap!

And also , the one thing.. the talk i gave this year, for parents seminar'07, for sec 4 parents..
As usual, never prepare, standard is medicore.... And one should eat before hand, giving speech on empty stomach is a bad thing..

nothing much left to comment on..
Maybe another few months to write again

SP, signing off

Speech at WWSS

2006-04-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

Today , I went back to wwss, suppose to give a talk to Sim's form class 4F, but then, i was suprised to know that there's a sudden change of plans, jazreel, me, heryanto, rongci and zhan ming are to give a talk on poly life to the sec 4 express and 5 NA....

SO I went and talk, my performance isn't quite good as what i expected, coz some actions that i planned to execute isn't suitable for a large crowd. And i was shocked to find out that sec 1 girls in WWSS are now much much taller and matured looking lehz, the sec 1 girl i saw today was ard 165 cm and her face is like sec 3 and 4 looking.........

Amazed ehz, haha, the sec 1 boys are shorter than usual, i wonder why.......
And SIM is treating those who spoke today to dinner on MON, free food again
To those that read my blog, I FINALLY UPDATED !!!!!!!!

sp, signing off.

CNY

2006-01-31T11:55:00.000+08:00

Hmm, yesterday was very very enjoyable. Haha, went to friend hse for dinner.

Played his com then they wanna gamble so i join in lorz. First session was like no profit, a bit of loss. And then went to dinner. After dinner, we begin to mix absoulte volka with softdrinks and some even added mandarin oranges into their glass. We drank and began the second session.

The second session was very interesting as I'm actually having a profit of $4 at the end of the session. Haha, so i told the guy beside me that i'm earning when I'm drunk instead of when i'm sober.

The fun part is that after drinking 6 glasses of the mixture, i began to feel dizzy. I staggered into his studyroom with my friend and began watching his sister entertaining a 13 years old guest with the basic of playing maple. As i watch the guest play, the way she place her hand on the keyboard is so weird. left over right. I find that position very awkard and annoying.

With my friend knocked out, we left him on his bed and i begin to walk to the bus stop with the rest of my friends. It's amazing that i can even walk back home safetly as i was getting the full blast of the alcohol. Haha, so fun. Maybe next year can try it again !!!!!!!!!!

Sp, signing off.

School life

2006-01-16T20:27:00.000+08:00

Been very very long arhz. Hmm, nth much happen in sch except for a few miracles which happened on me.

My AEL(Anaglog Electronics) common test was something which i didn't expect to get good grade. Communication toolkit getting to be easier, my report was 23/30, i just feel that my writing standard hasn't improved since sec sch days. But my speaking part is getting easier, got an A for my impromptu speech, guess what's the topic ? It's something i never able to perform successfully in real life yet.

It's "How to win a girl's heart". When i dip my hand, hoping to get an easy topic like terrorism or pollution and yet i get this kind of topic. And went on saying smth abt first impression is lasting and so be clean, neat and tidy stuff. Recall abit, something relating to spending time, having lunch together , candle-lit dinner, and every little things you do for that special someone. Seems like WWSS under the old adminstration has help me be a much confident speaker, thinking on the spot somemore lehz.

Haha, going to slack ard until my semestral exam is coming close.
SP, signing off

Back from m'sia

2005-12-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

Hmm, boring, nth to do back there. Went back to m'sia on sat to attend my 3rd aunt's eldest son getting married. Lolz, so many tables when i arrived at the venue. It's a big big hall with lot's of tables. Walked so long to get to the front. Sit there wait wait and wait until the food came.

Didn't care abt all those speeches made by those VIP. Got 2 or 3 bahz, 1 is the mayor, the other is the minister of something to do with science and technology in the govt. I was kinda surprised at first, but then considering the social circle my uncle is in and being the active member of society, having those bigshots gracing the occasion makes me wonder whether will i be someone so influential since there's the privileges of being influential?

Then the next day, another wedding dinner by the groom's side. This one is my other uncle's daughter. Smaller compared to the first one but i dun mind. Then monday another one this time the bride's side. Must give face so i attend all 3. Also give me excuses to drink drink and drink........

Hmm, my 3rd uncle's home has changed much, now with a garden in his backyard and an extension. Interesting to see and stay. I cannot stand their rooms. They switch on the air-con at 16, the highest is 19 degree celsius with the ceiling fan at full blast. I was freezing all day and night.

Hehehe, at least there's some entertainment there. Hmm, one ps, one laptop and 2 com in the office for me to play with. Haha, next time built hse, better built an office next to your hse, but then my uncle also not using, he shifted his office to another building somewhere quite far. Big Big office lehz, CEO or something higher.

Should have drove one of his cars back to s'pore, let's see, 1 benz for him, an camry for his wife, another benz for the eldest son, 2 vios for both his daughter, a BMW for the younger son and the youngest of the 2 get ferried around in another BMW. By the way, there's another land rover plus 2 motorcycles not driven by anyone in particular. Everytime go back got a new car to see, shiok ehz ?

If only i'm so rich arhz!!!!!!!!!

SP signing off

2nd life

2005-12-12T21:38:00.000+08:00

Back from the dead, this is my 2nd life.....

Anyway, got few games to play on my com during this few weeks, games like NFS Most Wanted.
Play until my hand numb liao, but never complete, left 4 more racers before completing the game. Nowadays, lack of sleep, feeling so lethargic in class. Anyway, can relax a while liao, my information report got 1% of plagiarism, so can slack a bit, since what's going to be learn is presentation, lolz, can feel high again. Maybe presenting stuff to people is kinda addictive for me ?

So i guess 4H ppl will be meeting at sim's hse during the CNY period. Can't wait to see all those ppl who i spent my upper sec life after this time. Wonder have they change much ? Haha, how i wish to repeat upper sec life again and again, slacking during self study period. Soccer in class.

Haiz, how i wish. Anyway, tian hao want to meet during christmas or somewhere near, dunno go eat what, haha. Anyway, 17 and 18 will be a food fiesta for me. 2 wedding dinner to attend, good luck for me .

Sp, signing off

Sat

2005-11-27T19:31:00.000+08:00

Hmmz, been long since i posted an entry. Well, nth much to type out during this long absence from here. On sat, went to a concert by np conert band. First went to SP to pick jaz up with zm, didn't kow that my pri sch friend, weiping knew jaz. such a small world ehz, so many contacts of mine finally get to know my other contacts whom they didn't know before hand.

Took a train ride to somerset, i guess. Somewhere near cineleisure, together go heeren or something, find zm's daughter, jaz's sis, then cineleisure's BK to have lunch.

Then jac came and so waited a while to finish lunch, then went next door, KFC, see wwss concert band ppl, saw jaryl, then xinyi joined us and the poor gal has to walk with her uncomfortable shoes. Reached cityhall and was kinda standing there waiting for some people to arrive. Finally, able to move and so we walked to VCH, there we meet up with laychen, eunice and etc, etc.

Nearly slept during the concert if not for jaz's interaction with me. Haha, then during a piece, someone was hitting the gong and jac was frightened by the sudden loudness. The 4 of us, me,xinyi, jaz and zm was laughing.

Finally ended, waited outside for the rest of the ppl to finish the forms given. Nic saw me and called me. Haha, then went to have supper, saw Lee Chew Yen and another teacher coming to have their supper too. Then took a train ride back and finally, reached home and got to bed.

sp, signing off

Wedding Card

2005-11-12T19:30:00.000+08:00

Today, I signed on behalf of my dad for his wedding dinner invitation card. The article was like a4 size. I open it and found an envelope that has my uncle's company name on it. I open it and found an a4 size card. Come to think of it, it's the biggest wedding card i ever seen. Lolz, my cousin Pierre and his beautiful girlfriend, Janice is getting married. Wish them good fortune bahz.

Rich people arhz. Haiz, too bad, i'm not rich lehz. Maybe i should go back to m'sia ? Set up a company, slog it out for a few years, make profit then maybe i might be able to have a title from the sultanate. Imagine, Datuk Liew. Hmm, maybe I will. Then come back to s'pore, Got title lehz, other than Dr. or Prof. , haiz, must go back to attend wedding, sianz, no laptop to use.

SP, sigining off

2nd Week of School

2005-11-07T20:09:00.000+08:00

Finally back arhz. Hmm, started playing maple, quite alright bahz. So-so lorz. Also, maple is a game that I do not recommend for young girls. Later tio con by ppl. Better not play then play and get conned, right ?

Also, now then I know that NP got poets. Hmm, the sch should start a corner where aspiring poets can express themselves, rather than as a graffiti on the atrium's table. Quite nice, although the flow isn't that smooth, can try harder bahz. Haha

Lessons are getting to be a drag. Was told to modify a circuit to perform the following :
5 seconds after pressing the start button, fan 1 will stop and the red light will be 'on', 5 seconds later, a second timer will be activated to cut off fan 2 and the red lamp, the circuit is reset.

I was like WTFH, first day learn the thing, then must modify the circuit liao. i'm not a prodigy lehz. Sianz, and I'm truly is apologetic to someone I bumped into today. Really Sorry arhz ! Dun get angry with me.

Open Hse

2005-10-26T19:33:00.000+08:00

Open hse was a mini one, for pri sch kids. Hmm, so so , except i stayed on and become an usher for the sch.

Hmm, some of my class ppl (4H) came back to see what's going on. Haha, nothing to see at all.
Ushered one of my friend's parent, her parent seemed intent in sending her younger daughter to the sch coz my friend is there, then ask me abt how's the chances and stuff.

Also did a bit of promoting for NPCC lehz, lolz. Got harassed by sec 1 gals, think is the same trio from the previous entry, I got no idea who or how they know my name. And found out that xingnan pupils are somehow too chatty.

Also met up with a friend of mine.
She say that i chatted with her in D&T room during my time in wwss
but i have no recollection. Am i suffering from ammesia? And so i got her number and email.

Strange, i should have her contact before but i couldn't find it. Heck, since she gave me her contact today might as well forget that weirdness. Weird day for me.

SP, signing off

Day at wwss

2005-10-19T18:55:00.000+08:00

My day at wwss was like a bit weird weird one. First, someone added me whom i suspect that he or she isn't in singapore. Secondly, cca was like nothing coz i couldn't find them so i slack with a teacher in the canteen, formerly known as cafeteria.

Thirdly, i was on my way to give the pouch back to ZM and encounter 3 gals, think sec 1,I dunno them and then heard one of the 3 called my name, i turned and ask them who called my name coz it's like wth, i dunno them and yet they know me

But they answered with so much attitude that i walk off and then they called me again, and so i turned and was again rudely answered back.

Lastly, i was tricked by xinya even though i know it's a trick. I also dun get her 'cold' jokes and stuff. I wonder why ? Maybe i'm too slow liao.

Sp, signing off

BAck

2005-10-17T18:59:00.000+08:00

Finally, I'm back. Nothing happened much, therefore not much update. HAHa, And went to sch to buy notes but too bad they are not printed yet. SO i need to go back next week to get my stuff for next sem. Haiz.

Haha, and this must happen to someone who is 'zealous' abt his studies. No books or notes to read, understand and apply. Sianz, haha, see how it goes next week bahz

sp, signing off

Should i fill up the form ?

2005-10-03T12:40:00.000+08:00

Sianz, in a dilemma now. Receive a 5 pages application form, asking me whether i'm interested in going to RAAF Base Pearce, West Australia from 26 of nov till 4th of dec. Hmm, the form will be a little difficult to complete liao since i need the principal's approval in order to complete one short part of the form.

I dunno where's the principal's office in NP lehz. Must be hidden somewhere. Lazy to find also, sianz. I wonder what's the season like at Pearce during that time ? Hope it's not summer, too hot and plenty of insects. Would prefer the cooler climate. Who knows the season during that time ? Tag or comment. Thanks

That base is about 45 km by road north-east of Perth in a rural environment within the City of Swan local government area. Driving time to Pearce is about 50 minutes from the centre of Perth, or about 35 minutes from Perth Airport. Somemore, i can't drive, which means i'll be stuck there unless someone gives me a ride.

Boring, so any ideas ?

Rules when working

2005-09-26T19:41:00.000+08:00

Hahaha,this is what i learnt. Keep quiet and give response perodically. Also remember to keep an ignorant face. Hahaha, this is how i survive at my job. lolz, luckily not in service sector. I think i'll die in the service sector bahz.

Just a few weeks more before i quit and slack whole day, every week until the end of holiday at home. Btw, who knows when's the results coming out arhz ?

sp, signing off

Quit or not ?

2005-09-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

Bad bad day i have today. But gradually turned better. Met the long lost friend from pri sch after such long time, haha, so coincidental arhz. So much changes seen lehz, 360 degree change liao, different ppl liao. haha, tag if you know that i'm talking abt you.

Sianz, i wanna quitttttttttt...............Lolz

Anyway, good luck to those who're going to have their exams soon, especially the one i saw today !

sp, signing off

My laptop is gone

2005-09-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

Sianz, nothing to do since my laptop is now MIA. Current location at SOMEONE's House. Lolz
That guy better take good care of it if not that person will go to kallang personally. HAHAHA

Also, working is an onus, a big one, giving me a headache..., sianz since i'm so poor i have no choice but to work. Why must i be so poor, why ???????? LOLZ.

Tired and really felt like sleeping liao.

Sp,Signing off

What a day

2005-09-18T14:02:00.000+08:00

What a day to start, first woke up, taken my breakfast and log into msn messenger, my friend told me that my blog can't be view and might be possibly hack, and finally everything was sorted out, reason being that there's something wrong with the server and all the other stuff.

Hahaha, able to relax a little bit, since the server is now up and running.....
Lolz..... Hope it won't happen again

Sp, signing off

Friday

2005-09-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

Desktop came back. Something to do with faulty motherboard, hmm, after 10 months then got problem, LOLZ. It's ACER's Brand Lehz........

Badminton kept getting postpone till tml, let's see whether i'll get to play with my lousy racket if there's no more postponing of time.

Haha, late night for me again..... cannot take it !!!

Sp, signing off

2 days entry

2005-09-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

Hmm, wed happen to give help to someone in bio, lasted ard 2-3 hrs. Via msn messenger. Hahaha. Miss doing biology. Happens to allow me to touch my textbook at last. And one conference which lasted for 2hrs 30 mins. Slept ard 3am

Somemore, someone doubt that i'm not a malaysian, reason being my English is too pro liao.
Hahaha, anything can happen in this world and i finally had one interesting incident.

Lolz, nothing to do . Sianz, ahhahaha.

Sp, Signing off.

First day of Holiday

2005-09-13T18:32:00.000+08:00

Hmm, nothing much, except went to the arcade to play some games with my friend.
Somemore must go back to wwss as instructor, kinda fun arhz, no uniforms, can do anything i want.

Anyway, someone from M'sia added me in messenger, wonder how she got my email, kinda funny when chatting with her, her English isn't that good but hey, at least i understand what she typed most of the time, haha

Sp, signing off

94 Gmail invites left

Start of holiday

2005-09-12T13:57:00.000+08:00

Arhz, end of sch is so great, but it's not going to be so if after a few weeks, especially when i have ard 2 mths of holiday to slack.

Haiz, nothing to do, hmm, think slacking is a better way of passing time instead of studying bahz.

I have to be deciding abt what to do and when to do.
Sianz,

Sp. signing off

End of semester 1

2005-09-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

Finally, last paper the next day, feeling a bit confident for tomorrow. Must suffer before a 6 to 7 week holiday, haiz,

Nvm, can make it one. Hope to get good grades for this semester. Interesting 2 terms i spent in sch. Haha, class is bonding well, although might be split up. Heard a practice of splitting classes every sememster. Wonder why too.

Haha, sianz, to take french basic B or not. Got time for me to think abt it.

Signing off,